When the time comes, it's hard for me not to think of you, my first love. Yeah, the past never goes away easy. Have you ever know that you have the most beautiful smile that would take my breathe away?
I’ve loved since I was schoolboy, since I watched you passing by from the balcony, since the time I saw you smiled. All those time I went party to do nothing more than just to see you smile. You’ve never noticed. You never know that I cared for you so much. But your heart just belonged to someone else. I knew it, then I started to drink. I didn’t like to drink but I drank anyway. Perhaps it could fill up my head instead of you. Sadly, I was totally wrong! The more I get drunk, the more you getting more beautiful. And my head is like a balloon that’s about to burst. I can’t take it no more. Seeing the one you love with somebody else is a disaster. I have seen enough. It tortures my heart, makes me confused. And I get drunk again and get my brain filled with all rubbish. In such condition, it’s too bad that I am still awake and keeping asking yourself so many questions which never have the answers! How does it’s gonna end?
I'm such a foolish! I’m too tired. I gotta find a way. I
gotta let you out of my mind and put an end to our story. Right! Never lovers,
ever friends!
Let me be free!
Let yesterday just stay where it is!
To my long time classmate
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